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You ever get a bad feeling of impending doom? Like once you go to bed you may never wake up again? I have gotten that feeling twice. Once about 6 months ago, the second last night. So bad I almost wrote goodbye letters! I don't know what is bringing this on...maybe just the monthly mood swings :-/ Really sucks. 'specially because I am the insanely cheerful one of this family.
*shivers*
I miss the nice warm weather we have been having, despite the fact that it is screwing up the water supply. Mountain snow pack is only at 23% of what it normally is this time of year.
I am also being an idiot and worrying about things that won't happen for months yet: Eventually, Michelle (at work) is going to be transferring to another library if a job become avaliable. I will be applying for her job ('bout an extra dollar an hour and a couple more hours a week). Well, my boss mentioned that I would have to dress a little more formal since I would be working on the ground floor. *panic* I have been wearing jeans and T-shirts since I was 10. I have one pair of dressy jeans and that is it. Would tucking in a t-shirt be better or does no one do that any more? Why the Hell am I freaking out about this! grrrr.
I was able to write 3 pages straight on an OC fic I started. My best thinking is done on the porcelean (sp?) throne as my butt slowly becomes numb. *cough*
*scurries off to bed*

Holy Hell this house is loud!!

I was watching Flight of the Phoenix with parents earlier and, I can't remember what scene we were at, but the wind picked up and made this real loud noise outside. Very creepy and well-timed as far as the film went. I can still hear it outside whistling away, making the house creak. Sounds like the startings of our own tornado 0.o
Okay, to make this post have more of a meaning ( The Last Goodbye Part 5 )

Sorry it is so short. Next chapter is a bit longer and a lot more exciting :)